This week has seen a few firsts for me. I was almost late for the first time for my exam, I saw my first walkabout and I saw my first robbery. Yes, it seems apart from the walkabout, the rest are negative things which seem to add to my already 'exciting' week.
Well, the walkabout thing was quite petty because I saw the PAP candidates briefly before moving on as I was kind of late for tuition. So, the week has indeed been depressing. I was nearly late for my Cities exam due to the many obstacles of the traffic jams and bus drivers who seem to choose when they want to come and at what speed they want to drive at. So, basically, it's like those Amazing Race thing where you seem to discover you can do things that you never imagine you are able to do. In this case me running from that isolated bus stop near LT 11 after alighting from the cursed 151 bus and basically running to Temasek Hall at a speed that I was myself surprised I could run at (considering I haven't been jogging since ____ , not been exercising for 1 month, binge-eating my way through, did not eat breakfast that morning, feeling sick and quesy from the early morning rise, and the list goes on..). I guess it's the sense of fear to pushes one on and I guess it's also the sense of fear that I nearly went to the wrong hall. Luckily, Marcus was behind and called my name. If not, I'll b late and lost. He amused me for a while when he said that he tried to catch up with me but couldn't. Hence, I was quite proud of myself but my sense of fear just deflated all that pride. But alhamdulillah, I managed to find the freaking exam hall in time ( do not even get me started on finding that place, nearly went to the residence side). The paper was easy if you studied and remembered the facts which I did the former but not the latter. Wonderful isn't it?It's so typical me. Now, I just hope I get a decent grade, a B- and above. I really hope this semester I do not get any C+, it just breaks my heart and just gives me that low self-esteem about how intelligent I am. I mean you must be intelligent in order to get into university right? So why do I get C+? That's why I am critical of this Bell curve thing, why should you compare your intelligence to that of others, it's so Binary Opposite!
Ok, I'm off to studying again. Will talk about the robbery tomorrow or something. To the people who have finished their exams, STOP GLOATING!
NUS students, check out the website on the the links section on the left margin. It's The Orange Post, something some NUS students have done. It's really good I say, something fresh and not your usual NUSSU stuff.
I love this song...It really is a good song to be an ode to your parents. Serene, maybe you can use this opportunity to try pick out words you understand :)
I want to watch this....seem very interesting. It will be a good stress-reliever....after not watching films for a long time....a few months you know...
Just when I thought that I can stop being a fool and move on, I am once again a fool. All it takes was just two words "Bye Siti" and I put all the stops on this whole thing about moving on. And now, I scolding myself for being a fool. Not because of the fact that I'm backing out this whole speech about moving on but I'm scolding myself for not responding well. I mean, how can i say, "Oh... Bye!". Shouldn't have said the Oh part. I'm just scolding myself for not recognising THE voice and being so blur about it. I mean what will the person think of the "Oh" part. That person must be thinking that I'm not pleased or something. AND I'm scolding myself for not stopping for a while and create some short conversation. I was in a hurry and talking to Sharifah that I was so blur that I wasn't thinking straight. Fool, fool...Oh I'm such a fool.
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