| Some Music Worth Hearing |
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| Recommended Dramas : |
1)Hana Yori Dango
2) Nobuta wo Produce
3) Kurosagi
4) Gokusen 2
5)Honey and Clover the movie (a must-watch)
6)Sapuri
7)Ace wo Nerae
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| SoMe LiNkS I gO tO wHeN i'M bOrEd |
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| Suffering from AAA fever |
| Tuesday, May 29, 2007 |
Got my AAA on Saturday.
Skipped my tuition so that I could watch the whole 5 1/2 hrs of it
But because of the screams I made and the loud volume which I purposely put on, could only watch the Taipei concert.
Next day, watched the rest and as usual screamed and gushed.
Lucky for my limited Chinese, I was able to understand their MC segment.
Jun looks good in purple.
He looks sexy every time he winks at the camera and when he licks his lips and when he sticks his tounge out.
Sho look ravishing in red.
His rap is as cool as ever and his smile---faintz ***
Ohno is sooo kakkoi with his dance moves and his honey sugar voice
Nino is great as the performer that he is
Aiba is still as baka and kawaii as ever
Wants to watch again but it's not that possible because everybody's at home.
Will wait until I get my MP4 and will transfer it there so that I can watch it again and again.
I'm really very extreme with this DVD.
Did not let anybody touched it, not even a little. Don't want anyone to contaminate my precious baby.
Went to the extent of hiding it in a safe place which nobody could, so far, guess.
Simply hate people touching my precious stuff, especially after my sis borrowed my HYD dvd without my permisson.
Call me selfish or a b****, I don't care.
My S$120 and 2 months wait is so worth it!
Now, if only I can attend at least one concert.
Even if it means going to Taiwan... |
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| Thursday, May 24, 2007 |
I'm alive...although I'm dying inside...
Tomorrow's the day and I'm feeling scared.
Been busy this week handling the admin stuff, what with visiting the bank.
Despite the fact that I've been staying at home and just warming the house up, I always go broke by the middle of the week.
Why? Because I've been participating in online auctions...and so shop shop shop all those dvds and cds that are hard to get.
Sadness...but I don't regret those spending sprees because most of them are limited editions. So, I'm excited because next week is mail delivery week!
Dealing with the registration for NIE made me feel that registering for NUS was somehow more simple and manageable. Somehow, everything seem so messy and all. Haiz, maybe because it's the anxiety pang that makes me a little muddle-headed.
Anyway, on the bright side, I finally got my Debit card - which you can guess will lead to more online spending. And I finally got the GST Offset package done up. SO more money...more spending?
Still have to wishes left on the wishlist. An MP4 and a new handphone. So far, the plan to get them is still on the right course. By end of the month, my pay should cover the other half of the cost for the MP4. Takes 2 months of pay to have this one, so it better be available. Or better yet at a good discount especially since the GSS is on. The handphone will only materialise in September....when the plan is up. The model should be much cheaper by then.
So, all the best for tomorrow. Busy day again for me. Off to the Bank again to get the BG done and send the registration envelope. Haiz, so leceh.... |
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| Happy dream despite the heat |
| Tuesday, May 15, 2007 |
I had a wonderful dream; something that I have not had for a long time. It wasn't anything special but it sure put a smile on my face when I woke up. Usually, I would be like a grumpy bear which is normally considering it is an afternoon nap. But really, I woke up feeling happy and satisfied.
What was the dream you ask? Well, it was me and some other guy just joking around and having fun. Basically we were laughing and just playing together. Although the background scene was weird - It was a Whitney Houston concert. I mean, I'm not really a fan of her and it's weird that we manage to joke and play around without other people noticing us. But whatever...I mean, I felt happy even though I don't even know who that guy friend was. He was faceless, as in I didn't see his face, just that he's of big, sturdy built--like a sportsman-kind. I hope it's like those kind of dejavu thing where it happens in the future. Ok, maybe background should change and I don't care who that other person is. At least, I want to experience the same kind of experience.
Speaking of dejavu, I think that it is really true for me. I do feel like I've dreamed about many of the mundane and special experiences before it happened. And the thing is, a lot of these experiences are dreams that are from many years ago. Meaning that I dreamed them when I was in my early teens. Weird huh? I thought maybe they are coincidences but really, I'm beginning to believe that this is true. I mean, these experiences are not like near similar types...they are exactly as what I've dreamed of before. I wonder what it says about life.
Somehow, thinking about dejavu experiences, I think about Philosophy. Yes, that detestable module that brought me down to the ground like a heap of shapeless mass. But really, despite the hatred and disgust I have for the module, it was amazing that i could remember that there was some link between Philosophy and dejavu. I can't really remember the details but it was something about how we live our lives over and over again and that's why we have dejavu experiences. Right? Maybe I'm wrong, I don't really care.
Woah, haha. I'm surprised. Wanted to talk about that happy dream and transcended to Philosophy. Haha, weird. But whatever. At least my mood has improved.... |
| @ 10:31 pm |
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| Growing up |
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When you receive a letter from the CPF board, you know that you are now officially at that age where responsibilities are beginning to get serious and there no more asking others to help you out with it.
Oh well, take it one at a time and persevere on. Anyway, even if one has 'grown up', one can still depend on his/her support system to back him/her up.
On a side note, been seeing on friends' blogs and having conversations about commencement and taking photos in the studio. Well, not sure if I'll do the same. I mean, my mom was asking if I want to do so. You see, while I'm not against taking studio photos, I just feel like it's a little fake and cliche. Haha, I don't know la, I feel like doing something different. Like maybe instead of you taking a family photo in a grad gown, why not take a photo with your friends in the grad gown---one formal and the other informal. Haha, ok, I'm just not in the right frame of mind right now. But it sounds fun doesn't it?
Anyway, been doing nothing since the end of exams but read and watch movies/dramas online. Sometimes, I do feel like I am wasting time. But somehow, I feel like during this period I need to do such stuff. I mean, when else can I get such a period to waste away.
but I wouldn't call this period purely stress-free. Got tuition to contribute the amount of stress and frustration I need. If there's one thing I hate when I teaching is to have toys on the table. I mean, you are there to study, not play. I can't tick off the kid just yet, coz I need to talk to the mother first---somebody whom I haven't seen since the first meeting due to her working shifts. Really, the kid is getting on my nerves simply because he thinks that I'm going to provide all the answers for him. Hah! No way, that's not my style of teaching. The more you say you don't know, the more I'll ask you about it. This is something that I've learned from having 3 other siblings and dealing with their nonsense. And I hope by the end of the month he gets the drift that I'm not there to provide miracles and give him all the answers. But I should not complain, after all I'll face more of such people in the future. For now, I'll just find ways to change that attitude of his and fast since it's nearly the middle of the year already.
Oh well, back to watching dramas online now. Ciao! |
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| We Can Make It! |
| Monday, May 07, 2007 |
I love their songs and the latest song is also the best. I love it when they wear formal outfits and the military outfits just makes me go "kyaa!". So cool and just sexy everyone of them! Especially Jun and Sho! Oh, I'm beginning to find Ohno and Aiba more adorable and talented especially Ohno with his paintings and sculptures. Nino is still ok-ok for me, altho many would disagree and say that he's talented and cute( He acted in Letters from Iwo Jima). Anyway, it's so nice to watch them individually. Colours are so happy and bright and cheerful!
Online Videos by Veoh.com |
| @ 10:43 am |
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| beating heart, gushing faces, stupidly spontaenous |
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It's been a little over a week now since I've finished the exams and as I've told many people I had refused to go out of the house with the exception of the zoo on Saturday. And I enjoyed it in the best way possible. It's me and the Internet and the access to all the videos and pictures of my favourite guys. But really reflecting on what has been going on in my life, I seriously wonder what kind of teacher (insyaallah, I will be one). Why that doubt? Well, you see, I want so much to attend an Arashi concert and they are having 33 performances in July-August period. I was like bummed out to know that it's hard for overseas fans to go as you have to go through soome balloting system and have to be in JE fanclub and so on. So, a few days ago, there was the news that it may be possible for Singaporean fans to reserve tickets and go through the balloting process without having a valid Japan address. I was freaking ecstatic and was ready to go. My siblings reminded me that I commence duty in June and that I have school even if I managed to win the ballot. Me? I DON"T CARE! I was so serious about going to Japan, even if I know nothing about navigating around the place. But on hindsight, I was proud of myself because I was daring enough to think of traveling even if it means doing it alone in another country without any prior knowledge. I mean, I've always been timid about doing stuff alone and all, to have such thoughts must have been something really new and it shows how I can do anything if I'm serious about it.
But then, my rational mind took over me after a night of thinking (thankfully) and decided not to go and register for the reservation in the end. Though I did it with a very heavy heart ( I was in a depressed mood the whole of next day), I guess it's for the best since I must now think of the responsibilities I have. Oh well, I just wait until they have a performance somewhere nearer so that it'll be easier to go. Haha, it never ends does it! Or I can wait until next year and in the mean time find out more and gain more knowledge.
But ultimately, the whole thing made me think that I may not be the conventional teacher and most probably the a crazy one. But I don't care, this is me and this is how I've become. Idealistic, gushing fangirl...
Anyway, me and Sharifah made a promise that next year we'll go on a proper holiday; either to Japan or Taiwan ( you can guess who wanted where and for what reasons) and use the period to save up and learn more about the places...We can make it true! ( haha, only Arashians will understand) |
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| Wednesday, May 02, 2007 |
| How cruel can life be? VERY! Just found out that those in the JE Fanclub gets 4 TIX EACH!!!! Oh I so want to be in it! But the catch is that you have to have a legitimate Japanese address....How cruel can life be?! I mean going to a concert is so far fetched now what more attending the concert on Jun's birthday?! Oh the misery...I can just imagine all the fans celebrating with Jun on his happy day....SOBZ! |
| @ 9:57 am |
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| Tuesday, May 01, 2007 |
His royal highness-MatsuJun. Call me fangirl or some idealistic idiot but I love looking at his face every day. Makes my heart flutter. I wish to be in Japan to attend their concerts. But then getting a ticket is hard, what more being there....Haiz.... |
| @ 11:57 pm |
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