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| Saturday, June 09, 2007 |
My youngest brother is in hospital. Nothing serious really, according to the doctor. So far, he's in under observation. It is all because of the blood found in his urine. If not for the fact that he just came back from camp yesterday and has a sore throat, we wouldn't have really found out whether the blood in urine is ok or not. I hope it's nothing serious...I believe it is nothing serious.
But the whole experience reawakened a familiar experience that I want to avoid having. It made me think about my late father. I was there when the news was broken to him. I was there with him in the first hospital visit that started that whole experience.
Now, I am here when the doctor told my brother that he should go to the hospital to get his condition checked. I was there when he was admitted in.
No matter how I try to think positive and be calm about it, that fear is always at the back of my head. That insecurity will always haunt me. No matter how I try to forget, memories of pain and tears tug my heart. Memories of how I question the meaning of life and why one has to suffer such pain.
I know that I should not dwell too deep into it, but it's easier said than done.When a member is missing in the house because of an illness, it brings unease. It's just a different atmosphere, no matter how normal we want things to look like.
Hopefully, he gets discharged tomorrow with no grave matter to report about. I just am not ready to face another similar experience all over again. Not anytime soon, not ever.... |
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hey hope he's all right now!
And hope you and sharifah enjoy your trip! And be safe, take care.
Have lots of fun. =)
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hey hope he's all right now!
And hope you and sharifah enjoy your trip! And be safe, take care.
Have lots of fun. =)